Monday 22 September 2008

哈~秋!老毛病又发作了

深夜我与月光同行在这熟悉的母校中,耳畔似乎回荡着往昔同学们嬉闹的声音。看着这些我一直搞不清楚名字的树儿们落破的站在空旷的操场四周,那些枯黄的落叶纷纷扬扬的飘荡在带有几丝凉意的空气中,就在要落到地面的时候却被一阵突如其来的强风笼到了另一处境地,此时我莫名其妙的感到悲哀。

真是个落寞的季节。曾经分不出四季变化的我这次终于感觉到了秋的到来,真的很讨厌秋风打在脸上然后慢慢的刺进身体里最后把我的心绞的支离破碎。

日子过的真快,白驹过隙,快的让人还没来的及叹息就已经结束了。三年前的这个时候我会这么在意季节的交替吗?
会这么在意秋天给人带来的凄凉吗?如果时间真的是用来遗忘感情而存在的,那为什么三年前的一切在我脑海中不挺的翻腾而白天才刚刚发生的事情,此刻在我的脑海中却又恍如隔世。

抬起头,望着那被乌云遮住了些许光芒的弯月一点一点的变的模糊,我知道我的理智就此完结了。我涕泗滂沱的瘫倒在冰凉的地面上,三年前的一切犹如一场老电影一样在我眼前放映出黑白的影相,还有那熟悉的讯息在夜空中回荡着回着......

"もう戻れない時"

Sunday 21 September 2008

风淡云轻

那日那是时在那地方,如果不能遇上你,我们也许会像陌路人一样。可既然上天让我们相识并相知了,不管岁月怎样不留痕,我们都不会忘了相亲相爱的人,不是吗。。

我们生活在日升月沉的城市,做着日升月沉的梦。如果记忆如钢铁般坚固,我改微笑还是哭泣。如果钢铁如记忆般腐蚀,那这是欢城还是废墟。

你给我一滴眼泪,我就看见了你心中全部的海洋。冷漠一点一点在我脸上刻下痕迹,而我却在那把刻刀下,神色安详的坐以待毙。

记忆像是倒在掌心的水,无论你摊开还是握紧,水总会从指缝中,一点一滴,流淌干净。有些东西注定是要单枪匹马的。

黑夜中坚持苏醒的人,代表着人类最后的坚守,而这种人却往往容易最先死掉。在这个地球上生活的人们,每天只能看到一次落日,但他们仍然用特有在不同的地方看日落的自由,这或许是部分人漂泊的理由。

离去,使事情变得简单,人们变得善良,像个孩子,我们重新开始。

Saturday 6 September 2008

记载

我们总希望自己能快乐些,也常常祝福朋友们能快乐
但你说快乐是什么形状?是什么颜色?什么滋味的?

小的时候,快乐是奶糖的一点点甜;
花季来了,快乐象小溪,在青春的河床涨落欢唱
心象初绽的小花,
快乐散发着清新的香;
读你夹在我语文课本里的小纸条,
心情竟然可以快乐得七彩斑斓;
初约的小河畔月色依然,快乐象月儿的影子,
在水里圆了碎了,碎了又圆

我们越长大,才发现快乐都躲到了够不着的地方,
象一个氢气球悬挂,
在天空上,变得又高又远
有人紧紧拽着气球的线,希望永远跟着快乐飞翔,
却每每飞得高高,最后又重重摔落回矮矮的地面;

而我,愿意守着低处的原味生活,
因为我相信破了的氢气球会将快乐洋溢到空气里,
我们只要象平常一样的呼吸,快乐就在鼻息左右,
和本色的生活一样的无色无味,
却又大象无形,千姿百态。

"你是什么形状,快乐就是什么形状……
快乐在空气里,你只需要呼吸……"

万籁俱寂

就是这样寂静的感觉
在人声嘈杂的地方,依然听不到任何的声音
有很凉的风吹过脸颊,刮乱头发
空气里都是你的香水味
失去了听觉,也渐渐失去了视觉,只留下味觉和悲凉的感觉
然后一滴泪水流下来
万籁俱寂

想就这么睡过去
黑暗的角落里蹲下来,双臂环抱着伤痕累累的膝盖,把头埋起来
这样就谁都看不到了
不知道几点,不知道自己在什么地方,也不知道自己曾经爱过谁
时间停滞,然后倒流

把回忆削成箭射向从前,变成唯美凄凉的祭奠

Tuesday 26 August 2008

心痛的感觉

心痛的感觉

又受伤了,惨....

总以为自己的神经已经够坚强了
总以为自己对于人生的态度已经够平淡了

却是发觉,自己也带上了虚假的面具

人至圣则无情
水至清则无鱼

我努力去做无情的圣人
却发觉那是个海市蜃楼
我想做一盘清水
却发觉里面容不了一颗沙子

什么时候,开始又心痛了
什么时候有人又住进来了

原来,不经意间,我又从圣人回到了凡人
是那让心飞起来的日子吗?
还是那温柔的语言将我打落凡间

双面的人啊
哪里都有
我的另一面努力让自己受更多伤害
别人的另一面努力让别人受到更多的伤害

哪个伤害伤害更大
有的比吗?
用另一种伤害来医治自己的伤害
只会让心更受伤害
哈哈
凡人的生活
琐碎的人生
原来是让有感觉的人变得更有感觉而麻木

Friday 11 July 2008

寻找平衡点

有很多人现实是一个样,精神是一个样。我们不断的回忆自己的梦想,怕自己把它遗忘,但是却发现,时间的流逝只是加固了你的梦想,它越来越明了。

为什么说触目惊心呢?因为我忽然觉得,梦想越来越明了,是因为你实现它的机会越来越少,所以你把它记得越来越牢,这就成了心理的一根刺。越是因为现实的无奈,越是因为自己的不够努力刻苦,越是因为自己的缺乏勇气毅力,越是因为一些友人不constructive的回复,等等,总之越是因为种种莫名其妙的原因,梦想没有机会实现,你就越会牢记它,并且不时地在你的心理刺痛你自己。

现实与梦想,究竟能不能找到一个平衡点呢?

相信每个人的心中都有一个梦,但是究竟有几个人能够坚忍不拔的做到它呢?可能很少吧,否则就不会这么多人发表现实无奈的感慨。

夜深人静,我总是问自己:

你就这样的过下去吗?像是一只坐在井里的青蛙,原来还努力的看着头顶的那片天空,现在却只看着脚下的那点地方。

你就这样过一辈子吗?每天做工睡觉,再做工,再睡觉做工,再做工······就这样进入一个死循环。

曾经有人说:

我觉得人生来都有自己的使命,而在找到我的使命之前,我就先努力的作好眼前的事。

而我认为,每个人来到这个世界上都是一种小概率事件的幸运,所以应该在这一生里努力的活,要不断的经历各种各样的事,要走过各种各样的地方,要看遍形形色色的人群,这样在我即将死去的时候,我才不会有遗憾。

可是“月有阴晴圆缺,人有悲欢离合。此事古难全!”,这个世界注定了遗憾的存在,那么,我只能希望只要完成我的一个梦想就够了,不要求更多,只要一个!

Tuesday 1 July 2008

もう戻れない時

もう戻れない時
已经不能返回的时候?
Not possible to return any longer?
The end?

Thursday 26 June 2008

半梦半醒的饿

今天肚子好会叫哦~ 特别还有节奏的=.="
离开了床 望一望桌上的Sony Ericsson W910i手机
WoW 已七点多了
Good Timing and 我要打包早餐吃!!!
于是 不管在于半梦半醒之中的状态
飞马似的赶到 canteen 5

到了档口

安娣 :「来小弟,要吃什么?」

看一看香喷喷又热腾腾的炒面

仰 :「我要面。」
仰 :「包的。」

炒面太香了, 望一望前面的佳肴,还想要顺便加蛋,鸡翅膀及午餐肉

安娣 :「这是你要的。」
仰 :「咦,怎么是面包?」
安娣 :「刚才你不是说要面包的吗?」

不对劲 在回想一下
是的 我是刚才说了一句 「我要面。。。包的。」

。。。
。。。。

Earthquake Strips

This. Is. Very. TOUCHING.

Earthquake Strips share several stories of human strength and compassion to us all. This uplifting and heroic comics have had me nearly in tears. Just that minute i received a phone call from my fren so i managed to choke them back. =.="









Sunday 15 June 2008

跑步

无聊到只有跑步了
也罢 正好挽救一下日渐萎靡的身体

晚上正好是月明星稀
跑起来的还有清风拂面 有种自己跑得很快的幻觉

不知什么时候养成了拍灯柱子的习惯
沿着一排路灯一支支拍过去 每过一根就加速一点
倒是一个给自己打气的不错的方法

过终点的那颗大树的时候
甩臂用力的一拍树干 还颇有点成就感
于是放松了肌肉过后就顺势坐在草地上
学着把毛巾搭在头上

睥睨往来的车辆
也算得上一种疯狂吧
只是不想时间那么平淡的流逝

Happy Father's Day


Saturday 14 June 2008

秋叶飘落

就在昨夜,树叶真的落下了
一片又一片的枫叶,带着秋日的清凉
带着风,在思绪吹来的梦中,淡淡地

我知道,同时也祈祷
在自然的光芒里,没有一片绿叶
凌驾于另一片绿叶之上
除了甘甜的雨滴,滋润的露珠,唯绿与绿相伴
婆娑的手掌一同拂动漫天的云霞
唯屹立的躯干与自然放声高歌
可一片片的秋叶毕竟是落下了
哪一片是刻骨铭心的昨日,哪一片是折翼斜飞的行程
哪一片是人生如梦的演绎,哪一片是生命中永不忘怀的感情
一生不曾期待,一生不曾曲迎
露珠滴下,袅袅的氤氲中,千年的命运之月哟
为谁暗然落下,又为谁破空升腾

告别缤纷季节,岁月颤抖的深处
谁是第一个御风而行的先驱,以与生俱有龙的色彩
在代代相守代代相传的土地上舞动,信天而立
又是谁甘愿最终守侯在无边的寒流中,挽起东方的神韵
在孤寂的时空下傲视苍穹
面对烛光
面对满目的落叶,一袭世俗灰尘的我
纵身化白莲,也无力禅坐于秋叶之上

穿透童年的歌谣,去漂泊秋叶的历程

一叶知秋,一枝知树
渐浓渐逝的绿意,在自然的律动中
在宁静而致远深沉而高昂的天籁声中
把关于树的传说和品质,沿枝伸长在乡村山野
或是雷电交加的城市街头,一颗斑驳的心啊,从叶到枝
从枝到根,不是炫耀行程的曲折
自我的辉煌,而是作为泥土的旗帜
在生命的最初和最后时刻,呼唤和煦的阳光

一片一片的秋叶,就这样真的落下了
在昨日的梦里,在我的守候中
带着秋日的清凉,带着风,淡淡地 ,不是随风而荡
不是栖云而休,而是于亘古的季节河上辉映岁月的执着
以生生世世的情结,化作孕育生命或生命终极的鹤鸣

秋叶飘落,是生命的又一次轮回

Tuesday 10 June 2008

Stand up

Dots of your life... You can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. Because belief in that the dots will connect down the road will give you the confidence to follow your heart. And that will make all the difference.

Loss... It was awful tasting medicine, but the patient needed it. Sometimes life is going to hit you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. The only thing that keeps you going is that you've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking and don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it.

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

Friday 6 June 2008

Tomorrow will be a better day

"dun expect too much on salary first
money will come if u like ur job
jus go n pursue ur dream
i think dream is more important than money"

Seriously i love this quote, at least make me feel better~ thanx KHeng

Thursday 22 May 2008

Cambodia trip ~ 15/5 to 20/5

It was 15/5/2008. I'd broken my own record for being myself to travel to Cambodia. Haha.. it was the furthest country that i had travelled so far. =.="

Here's some bravo pictures and photos sharing with you~~

Departure from Changi airport - with pei pei, tyng tze, wenkeat, louis, jeevan, wantan, michelle n bernard.





Arrival at Cambodia Airport



Free "Tuk Tuk" to Palm Garden Lodge



Beautiful Hotel De La Paix






Apsara dance and nice buffet dinner




Angkor Wat - This world largest religious monument is architectural amazing and visually breathtaking. It is the symbol of the Khmer Kingdom at its peak and is the heart and soul of all Khmer people.








Angkor Thom - a fortified Royal City built by King Jayavarman VII


Bayon - worth mentioning is the bas-reliefs on the exterior of the lower level. A must see and a great place for photography enthusiasts.




Terrace of Elephant - used as a giant reviewing stand for public ceremonies and served as a base for the king's grand audience hall.



The indescribable Ta Prohm - The trees growing out of the ruins are definitely the most distinctive feature of Ta Prohm. Vines from the trees had grown inside, on top of and through the temple, creating a beautiful display. It was used as a location in the film Tomb Raider.



Preah Khan Temple







Neak Pean - Magical Hospital. The healing waters flowed out from the lake in the cardinal directions, through fountain-heads in the forms of a lion, an elephant, a horse, and a bull, the same four creature found upon the drum of the famous Sarnath lion capital.


East Mebon Temple - the brick towers for installing Lingas.





Banteay Srei Temple - Architectural and decorative features inspired by Hindu epics are unique and fine. A tapestry like background of foliage covers the walls of the structures in the central group as if a deliberate attempt had been made to leave no space undecorated.







Landmine Museum - houses an amazing collection of defused landmines and unexploded ordnance that Aki Ra has amassed over the years. Through the displays and artifact, you sure have a real sense of what Cambodia and its people had been through.





Sunset on the Bakheng Mountain: Fresh air!!!! Sadly can't view the sunset.. it's raining =.="






Floating Village - There are approximately 3,000 people that actually live on this lake. It is completely self sufficient, with schools, gas stations, grocery stores, restaurants all floating amongst the homes in the lake. It doesn't seem like a sanitary situation - going to the bathroom, drinking, bathing, and fishing - all from the same source. There was even a floating crocodile farm. It's one of those moments when you question the way we live when others are going through daily life like this.







Socksan Clubbing


Somadevi Angkor Hotel


Seam Reap University


Eat Eat Eat






Bye Bye Cambodia